Adderall Tea, Benefits, Dosage, Side Effects, And Adderall Long-Term Milligram Dose
The following is a blog post about the long-term risks and dangers of Adderall, enjoy! Adderall Tea is very infrequently used and very high risk and dangerous. As scared as I was in resuming my Adderall use however, I was even more scared of letting it go. I wanted my brain to be healthy, but I felt like I couldn’t possibly live or function without it, at least not for a lifetime. It wasn’t something that could be kicked right? It was simple; people just didn’t get off amphetamines in high doses and live normal lives. I knew what I was getting myself into the morning I took that first, fateful pill; I knew what was going to happen. The absolute paranoia that had haunted me the night before buying the pill, the night before taking the pill, and the night before snorting that first line had been right. The dreams had been right, and had been a warning, a warning from my brain and from my life thus far.
School continued to be a struggle, and as scared as I was to going back to the drug, I still just couldn’t quit. I hoped I didn’t truly need an intervention, but by the end of the week, I had again tried to contain myself, and I took a pill the Friday before school. I thought I could handle it, and I thought I could handle myself-the ugly fact, and the fateful truth was, I couldn’t. I didn’t want to blow my future or blow school, and I continued to feel that I was going to without the drug. I used every excuse in the book addicts are known for to convince myself that my drug abuse was in some way justified.
Adderall Tea Benefits
Withdrawals, along with a full blown flu continued, and seemed to linger in every facet of my life. I told my friends about my experience, and talking about it helped, helped me cope with the memories of the vivid hallucinations, and help cope with the depression. Finally, I branched out, and decided that telling someone of my addiction, someone whom I considered a true friend, and not someone I had met as a result of an outgoing speed binge. I needed someone who didn’t indulge in drugs, and someone who, in a way, wouldn’t understand so well what I was going through.
After recently switching lunch tables, in an effort to avoid explaining why I had been so “high” on marijuana as I had lied in an effort to keep my addiction secretive, I figured talking with Jessica and miguel again might not be such a bad idea. I walked over to their table, across the entire cafeteria, and, after nearly passing out several times along the way, gave them the story completely, with only a white lie in the end to keep them off my back. “Hey Jessica, miguel, how are you.” I said. “Oh my God Peter, you’re high again aren’t you. I knew smoking weed was a bad idea, what did I tell you.” I gritted my teeth and bit my lip, and, coughing into my chunky jacket sleeve replied “I’m not high, and no I’m not sick. I’ve um, I’ve got a problem.”
Adderall Tea Long-Term Use, Side Effects, and Risks
Jessica and Miguel looked at each other in worry “what is it. Was it a” there was a long pause as I stared at both of them with eyes half open “a death in the family.” I almost wanted to laugh at her accusation of why I looked so horrible. “No, not that kind of problem” I tried to seem serious “I have a drug problem guys. Since the first month of school I’ve been taking Adderall, and now I can’t stop. The only reason I’m trying to quit now is because I had an overdose, and it scared me to death.” To my surprise, neither of them looked incredibly surprised, nor did they look that much into my problem. They seemed more confused than anything, and I figured it would take time to sink in that one of their closest friends had been a drug addict for the entire year.
They addressed me with some sympathy, however with their confusion on the subject, didn’t provide as much help as I had hoped. The only words of encouragement they offered were saying things like “promise me you’ll never do drugs ever again.” In which I had to reply yes to, as to not worry them even more. Although they didn’t understand my problem however, it helped me inside to know that my friends at least somewhat cared, and were supporting me in quitting.
Adderall Tea Long-Term Use Dangers
Scared for my life by the end of the week, after taking one Adderall on Friday, the next day and for the rest of the weekend, I had no intention (morally, physically and mentally, however, the cravings were only slowly being alleviated) of taking more Adderall. The next week I managed to stay sober, and even kept a diary, each day rating the pain of withdrawal on a scale of 1-10, as well as mark how many days I had been clean. At day six, another lapse occurred, this time again with just one pill to help get through several tests. I missed the drug, but there were times where I started to finally feel physically healthy again, and started to just miss experiences with the drug.
My mind would wander to only the good times, and often seemed to forget the bad experiences, the side effects, the psychotic episode, and my body getting horribly ran down-constantly picking up strands of the cold and flu. That’s why most addicts relapse, that’s why some addicts don’t win the battle. Even in cases where people have been sober for years, there is always the chance of relapse, because of this reason. I realized that it was possible, I really could get off the drug, it would be a struggle, and it would be the hardest thing I would ever have to do, but I was going to get off this drug, even if it meant getting a few C’s on my report card.
Why You Should Never Take Adderall Tea
After almost two full weeks however, going back to school was a breeze, and feeling normal, feeling sober, and finally being close to homeostasis, was something I could get used to. I walked over to my table, wanting to show my new clean cut self, and demonstrate that I was actually taking my recovery seriously. “Peter, you actually look normal oh my God!” Jessica and Miguel screamed while I sat down at their lunch table, hair cut, cleanly shaven, and for the first time in a week, not feeling like I was going to pass out or vomit on the table. “Yeah, my withdrawal is over I guess. I’m feeling alright now.” I said.
“That’s good to hear. So we were just wondering, how did you afford all of those drugs? What did you do, give us the details Peter.” Jessica and Miguel interrogated at me. “Oh crap” I thought to myself. I’m either going to have to lie here, or face someone lecturing me and saying I have to get rid of my prescription. (Something I wasn’t ready to do yet, even if I did want to get healthy.) “I um, had a prescription for it.” They looked at me in shock “how did you have a prescription for it?” They asked. I looked them in the eye and sighed “it actually wasn’t that hard, even though I had to go to lab corp. one day to get a blood sample taken for anemia.”
The Adderall Tea Dosage and Benefits
After this, both Jessica and Miguel eyes widened “what! So that’s what you were going there for, to get drugs?” Jessica responded. “Not quite I replied, but you’re close. I pretty much just told my parents I thought I had ADHD, and before I knew it I had a prescription for it, simple as that.” I said. “Did you flush your stash and get rid of your script then” a chubby kid who had previously identified himself as Carlos jumped in. Jessica and Miguel both looked in my eyes, waiting for me to say the right answer, and I gave them just that. “No I didn’t.
Final Thoughts on the Dangers of Adderall Tea
After lunch, both Jessica and Miguel almost angered me from their constant lectures I had tried to avoid, in trying to make sure I would never use again, something that almost made me want to use even more. I ditched them, and soon met up with my actual friends. “Potter! What’s good, how’s that Adderall withdrawal going?” Carlos asked. “Wonderful!” I said “haven’t had a headache or chills in almost two days. Two whole days! What a life right!” I said with a smile, trying to keep a light hearted approach to my addiction, something that made sobriety so much easier to labor through. “God, being sober is just so damn boring” I said.
One of my sober friends soon interrupted “that’s because you’re a stupid junkie!” Well thanks for the inspiration, I thought to myself. “Really though, I mean, everything just seems so boring.” “Anhedonia” replied Carlos. “You’re going to have that for probably a few more weeks; it’s an inability to experience pleasure. That’s what happened to me when I came off Ritalin after almost a month of daily use” he said. “Great, the withdrawals are over, and they’re still not over” I said. “Pretty much” Carlos responded” just try to keep your head up and your mind off it, it’ll pass eventually.”
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